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  Animal Farm      Everywhere you look- animals. Farm creatures, being forced to follow the crowd. Rushing around, chasing after something they can’t see. Believing in a lie they cannot fully comprehend. The idea that there lies something, at the end of the journey, waiting to all be worth it in the end.        And the masses follow it, without hesitation.        These animals are forced to run at such high-speeds. They’re taught to never slow down, never question it. To simply move forward and chase after whatever lies ahead. A new house. A new car. A new job. A new salary. Soon, the very animal is indoctrinated into nothing more than a domesticated beast. A wolf, turned into nothing more than a fluffy puppy that wags its tail and begs. The very nature of humanity, transformed into nothing more than a disease.      Perhaps calling them animals would be inaccurate, in the bigger picture. Perhaps, another word bes...

  Sunday Thoughts.      As I continue to search for a deeper rest, I continue to be met by deeper demons.      Ghosts from my past, doing their best to bring me down with them. Doing their best to help seduce me to their side. To drag me back down to the depths, where I can no longer distinguish between their world and reality. And the truth is, I’m half-tempted to join them. I’m half-tempted to accept their offer, and stay in their realm.      Reality is often disappointing. It can twist and turn, bend and stretch- but it often falls short. Something about this world is anchored by an unseeable force, unobservable chains, pulling us all down under. Every single day, more links are added to the anchor. Each day, we enslave ourselves slightly more.        I can’t help but wonder about the ghosts which keep on visiting me at night. I can’t help but ponder what they want and what their message is. Something about them le...

  If you knew you could never fail, what would you do?      Simple enough of a question, don’t you think? If you were guaranteed success, at no matter what you attempted- what is it that you would do?      I believe that’s life for you. I believe that we are capable of any and everything which we choose to put our minds to. Most people never even begin in the first place. Self-doubt and indecision causes them to resist the change, to fight against chasing in what they believe in. Most people simply wish to fit in to the crowd, to not stand out, to simply stay in their lane and never make any mistakes. What a waste of life.      When you finally awaken, and begin to understand exactly what it is that is going on, here on Earth- your reality changes. Your conception- or rather, misconception- of what it is you are here to do, completely lifts. If you were given a single shot to do something incredible, would you not take it? Would you not ...

  Sunday Thoughts.      We made it thru another week. Another week of pain and suffering. Another week of non-stop psyops and anxieties from the world around us. When will it end?      Honestly, I don’t think it will. Not for a while, anyways. The world seems to have entered a direction where there is no going back. There is no changing course. We have come too far, invested too much, to all of a sudden change the outcome. War seems inevitable.      As tiring as it is, I still believe it is crucial and important to stand up and speak out about it. Nobody wants to talk about the severity in which we currently find ourselves in. Everybody wants to burry their heads in the sand, and simply ignore the world around us. Live out their lives, collect their likes on their selfies, travel to foreign countries and party at the hottest restaurants. Nobody wants to sit down and face the reality we currently find ourselves in.      ...

  More Dreams.      More nightmares. At this point, I can’t even tell the difference. All i know is, when I wake up, I feel worse. Worse than I felt when I was sleeping. Every single fucking day, trapped inside the same nightmare. My life is a prison- one I just can’t seem to escape.      I’m dragging my feet again. Struggling, to find the power and strength to continue forward. The battle between the darkness is slowly consuming me, pulling me under with it. I do not know what to do anymore. I’ve tried everything within my power, pushing myself as far as I humanly can. And nothing. The never-ending fight continues, raging deep, deep within.      Sometimes, I get caught up in the endless mundane of life. It feels like the wheel just keeps on turning, over and over again. Moving fast, heading nowhere. The purpose of our existence just doesn’t seem to make any sense. Am I meant to chop wood and carry water for the rest of my life? Probably...

  Apparently, it’s Valentine’s Day.      Whatever that means. Celebrate love? Never heard of it.        Apparently, Saint Valentine was an individual who was beaten and murdered. Now, we celebrate him by sending roses and chocolates to loved ones. To be fair, I don’t know much about him. I would have to do research in order to better understand what the man was all about. Like most Western holidays, there is probably little to zero original meaning behind it all. Seriously. We here in the West have a tremendous passion for taking things completely out of context, and creating them into some form of false idol. Santa Claus is probably a good example. Christ, even the Easter Bunny can fall into that trap. The truth is, we over-celebrate everything, with false icons and idols, driving up consumerism. What a world, eh?      One of the things about our Western culture, especially as of late, is we have dedicated some sore of celebration ...