The Northern 📍

Landing in China, something struck me. Within 2 minutes of being here, in a foreign country, my eyes picked up on something that seemed so strange. And yet, when said out loud, it seems like such an obvious statement.      Everybody is Chinese.        The entire country, constructed out of the same people. An entire nation, build around those who have been here for centuries. A people, which have called this land their home since before the Qing Dynasty united the country for the first time.      And yet, I couldn’t help but wonder- Why are my own people not allowed to do the same? Why is it, that my ancestors, are forced to mix and mingle? Why is it that my homeland, my home country, is forced to accept millions upon millions of foreigners, who do not care nor share my values?        The more time I spent thinking about this question, the angrier I became. Having spent my whole life, being fed a lie from those in p...

  Addicts      What does it say about the state of society, here in the West, where addiction is treated as a normal part of everyday life?      What does it say about a system, where substance use and abuse is nothing more than a common occurrence?        When humanity is forced into a cage, and taught to live as nothing more than slaves, how can we truly be surprised that those who are entrapped turn towards a synthetic outlet? How can we be shocked to learn, that the very individuals who we lock away, show side-effects of losing their free will? When you take a people, who have known nothing but freedom and sunny days- how can you truly be surprised, when enslaving them turns into a psychological nightmare?      A fascinating study was done, by a scientist I cannot remember, who experimented on mice. He fed the mice LSD-laced water, and watched their behaviours, while being trapped in their cage. The mice learned t...

  Ghosts      I continue to be haunted by ghosts from a life I once knew. A life, which hardly can be recognized by the world in which I currently reside within. Individuals from a past, that no longer recognize me. A world, which continues to send its messengers to haunt me, even to this day.      I often wish I could understand the purpose of these visits. To grasp what it is I need to take away, from each encounter. Is there something left over from a previous life, that I’ve yet to handle? Or are these visits meant for me to take action, and create a bridge between then and now? Am I meant to move forward and chase these visitors? Or are they simply here to haunt me, plunging me further and further into the depths of chaos?        The knowledge of another world continues to slip through my hands. Having spent a lifetime, building up something, and coming so close to reaching it- only to have it slip right through my hands. The c...

  Angels vs. Demons      I watched Tucker Carlson’s interview last night with Daryl Cooper, aka Marty Made, and something Tucker said struck me. A thought, an idea- something that I just haven’t been able to shake off. The two men dove into the subject of Jeffrey Epstein- the hottest topic on the internet right now- and they did their best to paint a picture of the man and who he was. From an extensive background check, to his upbringing, to even the beginnings of Robert Maxwell and all of his accomplishments for Great Britain/Israel. Regardless of your opinion, it’s very difficult to argue that Robert was an incredible man who accomplished incredible things during his lifetime. From being a wartime spy, to founding a country on foreign land- Robert truly was one in a billion, if not more.      The part of the interview that stood out the most, was Tucker discussing child sacrifice. He highlighted that child sacrifice and multination is nothing new. In...

  Breaking Point.      The tension in the air is incredible. Every move is being observed and calculated like never before. The entire Western Hemisphere holds its collective breath, as we await what lies in store for us next. We have reached critical mass- a breaking point- and I don’t see how we can possibly hope to move forward from here with something breaking off.      Between the noise of the internet, and the obvious state of the world- We are in store for a wild next couple of weeks. The build-up has been going on for a while now, and all attempts at controlling the noise and silencing the doubters has failed. The inevitable continues to push forward, as the bubbling deep from within increases its volume. The over-boiling of society is ready to explode at any given moment, provided they are able to see the green light.      How can we, as a society, hope to continue functioning as-is, if we do not change something? I suppose that...

  So Much Pain.      So much suffering. And all for what? What purpose does it relay? What message does it bring? Did Van Gogh feel this destructive? Did Beethoven lose his mind instead? Did all the greatest minds of the world, at one point or another, channel their pain into their art? Or is it just meant to consume me instead?      The constant battle of everyday life is something that is challenging to say the least. Not necessarily the will to live- make no mistake, I very much wish to remain alive- however, the pain of repeating the same patterns, day after day after day.        How does one escape the endless cycle? How does one break the chains of madness which have engulfed my mind? The answers seem to keep slipping away, as I slowly try to grasp them. Perhaps I am simply not meant to fully understand what it is that is eating me away.      The mind is a torture device, when you live instead an iron cell. The ...