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  I Grow Tired.      Longer and longer I go, the more tired I become. The constant battle, between what is meant to be, and what must be done, drains me. The battle between being who I wish to be and who I must become, over and over again. The fight against the very evil which is sent here to destroy myself and everyone that I love. I grow tired.      The path which lies before us all will be a dark one. The challenges which we will face will be ones that will determine the outcome of humanity. The weight upon all our shoulders, as we venture deeper into the abyss, is one that cannot be ignored. Oh, how I wish I could ignore it. How I wish I could simply bury my head in the sand, and forget about it all together. To ignore all the world around me, and simply surround myself into the present moment. The task seems so simple, yet so difficult to achieve. The ability to truly dial in, and no longer allow the outside world to affect it. To block out all th...

  Winds Of War.      Can you feel it? The cool, cool breeze, rushing against your skin? Gently caressing it, as it rolls across the plains?      Make no mistake- the winds of war are here. The time has come, and the world is ready. The entire planet, slowly preparing for the inevitable to hit them close to home. The dawn of violence approaches. The battle for Earth has begun.      Death readies his appearance, for the hour is much later than we had imagined. The inner-workings of the greta machine have already begun to turn. The entire world can feel the rumble, as the gears slowly begin to grind. Metal on metal. Fire with fire. War.      Europe has a tremendously rich history, dealing with violence. The entire continent is plagued with death and revolution. It truly is the most active continent across the globe. For thousands of years, the Mediterranean has been the source of all life and conflict. The entire world, revol...

  These Nights, We Learn to Love Again.      These Nights. Good times all around. I finally remember what it’s like to be human. To feel. To touch. To love.      Okay, maybe that last one was a stretch. What is love, anyways? Nothing more than a chemical imbalance. And let me tell you- I’ve got enough of those going on as we speak.        Life is funny. I suppose nothing happens at all, until all of a sudden, everything happens at once. Perhaps thats my sign to get back on the horse. To return to society, and become a functioning member of it once again. I must be honest, I do not hate the sound of it. I do not hate the idea of finally being free from my chains, and being able to go out and live once again.        Times have been tough and extremely difficult, no doubt about it. Yet, despite all of the challenges, I remain grateful. Grateful, because I was able to pass thru the eye of the storm, and emerge the ot...

  Last night, I was haunted by your ghost.      I was visited by an old connaisance, and this morning when I woke up, all i could think of is her.        Funny how your brain works, eh? Haven’t seen or spoken to said individual for years now, yet after one dream- boom! Madly in love. Talk about insanity. I once read that when you dream of somebody else, they’re also dreaming of you. In all reality, I doubt that to be true. Perhaps, there is a version of them, somewhere out there, who shares your love in their subconsciousness. Perhaps, there is a connection, in another world. But in this realm, in this reality? I don’t think that to be true.        I find myself wondering how my life and relationships would be, if I were to ever pursue them according to my hearts desires. I often wonder, how things would be, if I was willing to open up, and give them a chance. Would I be happily in love? Would I have ran off, into the sunset, c...