The Northern 📍

  Ghosts      I continue to be haunted by ghosts from a life I once knew. A life, which hardly can be recognized by the world in which I currently reside within. Individuals from a past, that no longer recognize me. A world, which continues to send its messengers to haunt me, even to this day.      I often wish I could understand the purpose of these visits. To grasp what it is I need to take away, from each encounter. Is there something left over from a previous life, that I’ve yet to handle? Or are these visits meant for me to take action, and create a bridge between then and now? Am I meant to move forward and chase these visitors? Or are they simply here to haunt me, plunging me further and further into the depths of chaos?        The knowledge of another world continues to slip through my hands. Having spent a lifetime, building up something, and coming so close to reaching it- only to have it slip right through my hands. The c...

  Sunday Thoughts.      As I continue to search for a deeper rest, I continue to be met by deeper demons.      Ghosts from my past, doing their best to bring me down with them. Doing their best to help seduce me to their side. To drag me back down to the depths, where I can no longer distinguish between their world and reality. And the truth is, I’m half-tempted to join them. I’m half-tempted to accept their offer, and stay in their realm.      Reality is often disappointing. It can twist and turn, bend and stretch- but it often falls short. Something about this world is anchored by an unseeable force, unobservable chains, pulling us all down under. Every single day, more links are added to the anchor. Each day, we enslave ourselves slightly more.        I can’t help but wonder about the ghosts which keep on visiting me at night. I can’t help but ponder what they want and what their message is. Something about them le...