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  Angels vs. Demons      I watched Tucker Carlson’s interview last night with Daryl Cooper, aka Marty Made, and something Tucker said struck me. A thought, an idea- something that I just haven’t been able to shake off. The two men dove into the subject of Jeffrey Epstein- the hottest topic on the internet right now- and they did their best to paint a picture of the man and who he was. From an extensive background check, to his upbringing, to even the beginnings of Robert Maxwell and all of his accomplishments for Great Britain/Israel. Regardless of your opinion, it’s very difficult to argue that Robert was an incredible man who accomplished incredible things during his lifetime. From being a wartime spy, to founding a country on foreign land- Robert truly was one in a billion, if not more.      The part of the interview that stood out the most, was Tucker discussing child sacrifice. He highlighted that child sacrifice and multination is nothing new. In...

  I Grow Tired.      Longer and longer I go, the more tired I become. The constant battle, between what is meant to be, and what must be done, drains me. The battle between being who I wish to be and who I must become, over and over again. The fight against the very evil which is sent here to destroy myself and everyone that I love. I grow tired.      The path which lies before us all will be a dark one. The challenges which we will face will be ones that will determine the outcome of humanity. The weight upon all our shoulders, as we venture deeper into the abyss, is one that cannot be ignored. Oh, how I wish I could ignore it. How I wish I could simply bury my head in the sand, and forget about it all together. To ignore all the world around me, and simply surround myself into the present moment. The task seems so simple, yet so difficult to achieve. The ability to truly dial in, and no longer allow the outside world to affect it. To block out all th...

  Does God Hate Me?      I never thought I would ask that question- yet here I am.      Does God hate me? Does he wish to punish me for something I’ve done? Or is it deeper? Does he fear me because he knows what I am capable of doing? I don’t know anymore. I simply am out of options at this point.      My faith is wavering, there is no doubt about it. As per usual, things simply cannot seem to work out. No matter what I say or do, I lose. Every single battle. Every single conversation. The never-ending streak of constantly being unable to pull thru and make something happen is a curse which I have never witnessed before. I am simply incapable of making anything happen from start to finish.        Obviously, that fault lies within myself. That is on me, for being unable to see something thru. However, even the external forces seem to be against all my momentum. Even they seem to be holding me back, not allowing me to r...

  The Ball Is Rolling.      Full Steam Ahead. There is no turning back.      Things are finally in motion which cannot be undone. The ability to move forward, and create momentum, so that nothing can ever hold us down. I must become the master of my own ship. The captain of my own destiny. I must become the individual responsible for all which I wish to receive. The Universe works for me, and it is ready to reward my faith.      Momentum is an addictive thing. Once you begin moving in a certain direction, it becomes more and more likely that the Universe will bend its will. You become a great force of nature, one which cannot be stopped by the outside force. The trick is, to get out of your own way. To allow the world to happen to you, rather than you controlling it. To bend your knee to no one but your own will. We must become true to ourselves and move in a direction which will create the most likely outcome towards our goals. That is ...

  These Nights, We Learn to Love Again.      These Nights. Good times all around. I finally remember what it’s like to be human. To feel. To touch. To love.      Okay, maybe that last one was a stretch. What is love, anyways? Nothing more than a chemical imbalance. And let me tell you- I’ve got enough of those going on as we speak.        Life is funny. I suppose nothing happens at all, until all of a sudden, everything happens at once. Perhaps thats my sign to get back on the horse. To return to society, and become a functioning member of it once again. I must be honest, I do not hate the sound of it. I do not hate the idea of finally being free from my chains, and being able to go out and live once again.        Times have been tough and extremely difficult, no doubt about it. Yet, despite all of the challenges, I remain grateful. Grateful, because I was able to pass thru the eye of the storm, and emerge the ot...