God's Wraith 💢
Does God Hate Me? I never thought I would ask that question- yet here I am. Does God hate me? Does he wish to punish me for something I’ve done? Or is it deeper? Does he fear me because he knows what I am capable of doing? I don’t know anymore. I simply am out of options at this point. My faith is wavering, there is no doubt about it. As per usual, things simply cannot seem to work out. No matter what I say or do, I lose. Every single battle. Every single conversation. The never-ending streak of constantly being unable to pull thru and make something happen is a curse which I have never witnessed before. I am simply incapable of making anything happen from start to finish. Obviously, that fault lies within myself. That is on me, for being unable to see something thru. However, even the external forces seem to be against all my momentum. Even they seem to be holding me back, not allowing me to r...