The Northern 📍

  It’s no secret. The signs are everywhere.      In today’s society, God is dead. He has been replaced by nothing more than pure Capital. Pure greed. The very rules and systems in which we have built our society upon, for the past thousands of years, has been eradicated by those who control finance. By those, who work tirelessly, to raise their God to the forefront of civilization. By those who control the means, and therefore, control our world.      Money has always been an object. To pretend that it hasn’t, would be disingenuous. Throughout history, the rich and the poor have battled over the man-made resource of capital. However, never once in our history, has Capital become God. Never once, has nothing else mattered to a people or a country, that pure finance. The transition is something which is uncommon, as well as unnatural.        Today, our children no longer care about raising families of their own. They no longer care ab...

  Angels vs. Demons      I watched Tucker Carlson’s interview last night with Daryl Cooper, aka Marty Made, and something Tucker said struck me. A thought, an idea- something that I just haven’t been able to shake off. The two men dove into the subject of Jeffrey Epstein- the hottest topic on the internet right now- and they did their best to paint a picture of the man and who he was. From an extensive background check, to his upbringing, to even the beginnings of Robert Maxwell and all of his accomplishments for Great Britain/Israel. Regardless of your opinion, it’s very difficult to argue that Robert was an incredible man who accomplished incredible things during his lifetime. From being a wartime spy, to founding a country on foreign land- Robert truly was one in a billion, if not more.      The part of the interview that stood out the most, was Tucker discussing child sacrifice. He highlighted that child sacrifice and multination is nothing new. In...

  I Grow Tired.      Longer and longer I go, the more tired I become. The constant battle, between what is meant to be, and what must be done, drains me. The battle between being who I wish to be and who I must become, over and over again. The fight against the very evil which is sent here to destroy myself and everyone that I love. I grow tired.      The path which lies before us all will be a dark one. The challenges which we will face will be ones that will determine the outcome of humanity. The weight upon all our shoulders, as we venture deeper into the abyss, is one that cannot be ignored. Oh, how I wish I could ignore it. How I wish I could simply bury my head in the sand, and forget about it all together. To ignore all the world around me, and simply surround myself into the present moment. The task seems so simple, yet so difficult to achieve. The ability to truly dial in, and no longer allow the outside world to affect it. To block out all th...

  This Is My Last Resort.      Life is difficult. Things have been more challenging now than ever before. I don’t know if it’s the same feeling for everybody, or if I’m all alone in this journey.      Things have not been the same for some time now. The highs and lows have become absolute mountains and valleys. The tallest peaks, followed by the lowest dives. Things have become completely unstable, and I no longer know where to turn.      The battle for my soul continues to rage on, as I feel myself slowly slipping. Slowly, being torn apart from the inside, leaving me with nowhere to hide. The ground from which I find myself living under is slowly shrinking away, to the point where I no longer have anywhere to turn. I do not know how much longer I can continue down this path, without help from something or someone. The challenges I currently find myself in are all-consuming, leading me towards the end of my road.      ...

  Strange Love!      What is love, anyways? Just a chemical reaction in your brain after it’s been rewired into feeling something it once forgot? Or is it more- something that transcends our own understanding?        In the movie Interstellar, Dr. Brand is obsessed with the idea that Love is a force which can transcend between space, time and reality. She stands by the thought that perhaps love is the ultimate force, which is what will pull them to safety and keep them from perishing in the deep, cold emptiness of outer space. In the end, I suppose she was right.      Love is such a weird thing anyways. Is it purely an emotion you experience? How do you know when you are in love? Have you ever been in the first place? Or have you simply accepted certain emotions as Love and live a life of lies? The question itself begs multiple answers, no doubt about it. I don’t have any of them.      If emotions are simply triggers,...

  Hello Darkness, my Old Friend.      Today is the day I dread the most. The day I do not enjoy anymore. Funny, when I was younger, today was all the hype in the world. Now? It’s a constant reminder of just how far I’ve fallen.      Nightmares continue to haunt me, as I struggle with this battle. I dreamt of being surrounded by family last night, all gathered to celebrate life. My 3 day old nephew was there as well, fresh out the womb. He didn’t look like much of a child, to be honest. His face and eyes seemed more like they were extraterrestrial than anything else. Perhaps all newborns look like that. Or, perhaps I was dreaming. Go figure, eh?      Overall, being surrounded should have been a cause for celebration. Instead? I was stricken with grief. Stricken with the financial bear of reality, haunting me even within my dreams. Amazing, how the chains we are given in this realm, follow us onto the next. How the mind is able to conjure ...