The Northern 📍

  Nothing.      The joy of life can no longer be found. The light which rests in my eyes, has all but vanished. The pleasures of this world, seem lost upon me- like the ocean longing for the desert once more. My passions have been exhausted, and there seems to be little left within this realm that gives me hope anymore.      Perhaps the darkness is calling me, once again. The never-ending sound of its silence, reaching out as it longs to feel me once again. The nothingness of oblivion, reaching out to smother my soul into the unknown which lies ahead. ✶      I don’t know how much longer I can continue doing this. I do not know how much more I have within me, as I battle day-in and day-out. This weight upon my shoulders, burying me six-feet deep with no escape to be found. Oh, how I long to see the sun again. How I long to finally be free of these chains, which bond me to this form.        Wishfulness continues to haun...

  The Battle Continues.      Everyday is a new chance to conquer the old. To achieve what has never been done, in order to move closer towards the things you’ve always wanted. Towards the life you’ve always dreamt of. It is crucial to continue to move forward, every single day.      The goalposts keep on moving. That much is certain. Where you can see the finish line, the finish line no longer resides. However, there is good news. The good news is, the goalpost are not the final destination. The journey is what it is all about.        One day, I hope to look back and smile at all that was accomplished. To rest my head, knowing that I can finally relax and fade on to the next life. Whatever that may be.      I often feel like no matter what is being accomplished, it is never enough. I must find a way to create a system, where I can achieve even more with the limited time I have remaining. The clock has been ticking for...