God's Wraith 💢

 Does God Hate Me?

    I never thought I would ask that question- yet here I am.

    Does God hate me? Does he wish to punish me for something I’ve done? Or is it deeper? Does he fear me because he knows what I am capable of doing? I don’t know anymore. I simply am out of options at this point.

    My faith is wavering, there is no doubt about it. As per usual, things simply cannot seem to work out. No matter what I say or do, I lose. Every single battle. Every single conversation. The never-ending streak of constantly being unable to pull thru and make something happen is a curse which I have never witnessed before. I am simply incapable of making anything happen from start to finish. 

    Obviously, that fault lies within myself. That is on me, for being unable to see something thru. However, even the external forces seem to be against all my momentum. Even they seem to be holding me back, not allowing me to rise and claim my true power. The truth is, I grow tired. I feel it in my soul. The battle for sanity is long gone, and I have simply come to accept the other side of it for good.

    We are the new slaves. That much is a fact. We are a new generation, a new period in history, where individuals are tied to balls and chains known as debt. We are trapped in a cycle of fake bills and numbers, adding up and charging interest over and over again. And the worst part of all it? The people who fight for the system unconsciously. The individuals who are unable to see thru the mirage, as the stand and fight for the very system which is oppressing them. I no longer can interact or be with those who cannot even see their own chains.

    Freedom and insanity are two very interlinked words. The reality is, most men are not free. In fact, I would argue that 99.9% of men are not free. They are slaves to things they do not even realize. They are chained to an invisible force. The realization of it all is actually too much to comprehend, when you sit and think about it. The insanity behind the entire operation, is too much to handle. There is nothing worse in the world than trying to stand up and talk about it, only to get back a dumb-founded stare. I truly feel like I am alone in this world, fighting against the entire Universe.

    Did God enslave mankind? I suppose the surface answer is no, He did not. We are the masters of our own devices. A very select group of individuals here on Earth have done all they can to enchain man into their own system. And we agreed, falling in line without a second thought. It is truly amazing how much things can change within a generation, without the knowledge of the past being left behind to properly understand it. Without history being taught to us so that we may understand the truth.

    The truth is simple- a select few do not operate under the same rules and traditions as we do, here in the West. A select group has decided that they are above the law, above the land, and that their will shall be the will to obey above all us. They have decided that in order to achieve their goals, they must lie & cheat, no matter the consequences. Because there are no consequences. There is no magic wand. There is no bolt of lightning which comes down and strikes their tongue as they speak. They live free. Free from rules, free from chains. Free from everything minus their own desires. They are controlled by nothing other than whatever it is they are willing to do.

    Society is built by different cultures. Each region has its own feel. Its own set of rules. That is why we do not mix well with each other. That is why different cultures and religions do best when they are left alone. It’s just fact, at this point in history. Mankind, with all its beliefs and morals, struggle to bend when introduced to something completely out of its own understanding. We spend most of our early years, learning and observing from those around us. We spend our time, analyzing and digesting what we see from those we grow up with. We break down and try to comprehend what it is that is guiding them. What it is that directs their every move. 

    We are not meant to mix. We are not meant to attempt to dominate. Whenever two cultures clash, there is always a small minority which rises from the ashes of the battles which ensue, and enslaves us. The entire population, falling under the rule of a group which was not even present at the time of conflict. Throughout history, over and over again. The same group, the same leaders, the same exact results. History repeats itself, as first a tragedy and then as a farce.

    Peace is the desired outcome- there is no question about that. Peace is what allows humans to thrive and live long and fulfilling lives. It allows them to move forward and create cultures and civilizations which will last for generations to come. It allows the children to have hope, leading them to live better lives. It allows the men to settle down, building communities and families from which their names can continue on. It allows the women o gather and enrich the very ground which their society walks. It allows them to build and fill the land with riches worth more than gold. Community & Peace are two of the greatest pillars in life.

    The path we have chosen- nay, have been lead astray- will not lead to peace. This path will not become a fairytale. In fact, the opposite is more likely to happen. Violence & Chaos are likely to ensue. The path which we have been herded along to- like cattle- will have a bloodbath ending. It always has, it always will. History, repeating itself, over and over. Time being nothing more than a flat circle. Man, being nothing more than a species filled with amnesia. 

Does God Hate Us?

Or does he simply hate me for being able to see the truth?

        Glory Be,

                    Amen.